bang bang!

one fine day,
fiza stood in front of the mirror.
as she stared at the image which stared back at her, she thought, "this girl is so freaking..boring looking." and sighed.
she looked to the left,she saw piles of dance costumes in the pink unused laundry bag.
she looked to the right,she saw her messy dusty blue study table.. n spotted a life savior, an orange kitchen scissors!!!
"i need fringe. lets get a bang, n go bang bang bang!", she thought.
n yes, she took a big pile of hair n cut it off. god must be thinking, "she's freaking mad."

this is the end result :

bangbang enuff? NOT!

i dont like it.
haha.
thank god hair grows. :)

newsflash : i have medicine end posting tomorrow n see what im doing, BLOGGING!! curse you blogger inventer!! :P

would YOU buy this book?

look PROPERLY who the author is
HAHA.
i was bored laaa
*buku ini tiada kaitan dgn yg hidop maupun mati.

when nature calls.

let me tell you something that i see twice or thrice in a week :
men pissing by the road side.

publicly.
seriously.
what i meant by by the road side basically mean BY THE ROAD SIDE. without feeling shy or covered by the bushes by the road side.
instead,they pee TO the bushes. haha (pity the pokok2 renek weyh.)
there's this one place beside the (only) petrol station in manipal where people pee. not only a man at a time, but sometimes 2-3 men simultaniously.
i dont see yours you dont see mine eh?as a result,this place smells of urine.
even when there's no one peeing.
it's public, it's free, now THAT's the true meaning of public toilet!!!

let nike see this pic weyh. haha

these sights are insidiously ruining my lil 'ol slow brain dont you think?
*sigh*





newsflash: i burnt my banana sandwich in the mini oven while blogging! instead of turning golden brown, it turned into pitch black in colour! im sooooo not meant to cook. HAHA.

today sucks

have you ever had the feeling of waking up one day n u know its gonna be a bad day? well. i had one of those days today.

firstly, i woke up and remembered that i got into a misunderstanding with mady over this other person, B. and as the consequence, i think i lost a friendship with this B. n im sorry if i dont tell you my daily iterinaries beforehand mady. nowadays i find sms-ing no longer my cuppa tea. not only with you,but with every other person.

secondly, afternoon class finished damn late. urgh. tensi2 tensi2. have to stand longer in the wards. *sigh* im sure all of us medic students are future candidates of developing varicose veins for standing too long.

thirdly, i planned n sort of promised to go lepak at charaka with nazri & co after class, but when i reached manipal(campus) from udupi hospital, they're still in class(their class is in manipal;diff posting ma..theyre in group D whereas im in E). n so i went to ichs to wait for them... at 5 the ichs closes, i was getting annoyed of waiting for them and thought of going home instead, but the vision of me eating those cheap bread butter jam with double chai at charaka keeps playing in my mind, it was becoming just too irresistable i just have to move my big butt n wait for them at the foodcourt.
...1710...
my phone rang, at last!

nazri : kau katne?
comel : foodcourt!
nazri : buat pe?
comel : tunggu kau la!!
nazri : (broken2 voice)

-tiba2 putus line- stupid airtel!

the cheap nokia rang again.

nazri : eh jom gi minum juice ah
comel : hah juice?
nazri : ye ah. kau kat foodcourt kan? kau jalan je la k?
comel : (voice changes) AAh ye la. (while thinking.. what to eat at juice place la??)

-hang up-

there goes my bread butterjam and double chai!!! n so did my cute lil face(perasan), which all of the sudden turned into this tired annoyed full of anger face. i have to jalan summore!! aiya AIYA.

when i reached the place, i could tell nazri, anas n saleh were looking at me differently, like.. o'oo.. something's wrong with fiza look.

anas : fiza kau ok tak?
fiza : penat tunggu korg ah! dhla teringin gile bread butter jam!
anas : aku plak tringin gile egg maggi!! nape tetiba2 lepak sini?? dhla aku lapar gile nih!!
saleh : aah aku dh imagine mkn paper dosa!!
nazri : eh eh fiza bukan kau ckp lepak foodcourt la instead??
fiza : huh bila masa???????

ARGH. i was sooooooo freaking pissed. we ordered already, so we cant just leave the place can we? this's all because of the stupid airtel!

furthermore,i had all my iterinaries planned. after charaka is nandini, to buy top up, then go to the mechanic and lastly the travel agent. URGH. tomorrow then.

and then u know what happened............ nazri accidently pulled the table AND my apricot juice spilled. only mine plak tuh. my eyes were in tears already. what is God punishing me for?? aiyo. :'(

after the juice place, i went home by auto. i was like.. ahh.. thank god im going home already..(smiling) but then the autoguy didnt know where my house is!! (smile gone) AND when i said turn right, he went straight instead. RIGHT and STRAIGHT sounds wayy different weyh. takpe2, sabar itu separuh dr iman.

at last i reached home and..
fiza : (passed the rs50 note)
auto : (opened his wallet only to find he has no change) no change?
fiza : (showing her purse) no change bosssssssssssss, i only have 13rupees
auto : no no i have no change, 25 rupees.
fiza : (gave the killer look n went inside the house to look for change.)

AND I CANT FIND A FREAKING TWELTH RUPEES. WTF???
i searched the house for almost 15 mins!!!at last i just borrowed it from my below housemate (our house is sort of like a townhouse, im upstairs, the junior boys downstairs)n passed it to the auto guy. n i slammed the gate. n i was cursing all the way into the house. dont be an auto guy if you dont know the road!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

urgh.
what an upsetting day today was.
and it's not even night time.
wish me luck.

my teeth job

BEFORE
that's a belt around my neck


THE PROCESS
(2 years)
that's head gear what im wearing. oh my, what an ugly sight!!


VOILA~
that's a lesion on my lips if youre wondering, ignore it.

so...
do you think it's worth the money?
the pain?
the time?
the ulcers that keeps coming back?
the embarassment when there's food particles stuck between them brackets?

whatever it is...there's no TURNING BACK!

eh. i look the same after 2 years kn? especially those cheeks! AIYA.
n eh. sapa ckp im getting thinner huh? see, i have prove!!

newsflash : mady's the newest hardcore gg fan now. HAHA!

medicotermology.

Most of LayMan think all medic terminologies are all bombastic high tech nonunderstandable words. yeah i agree, some of them even i as a medic student neither understand nor heard of before..but today in class i heard a funny medic term n got me thinking.. some medic terms are so freaking hilarious!! n so..during lunch break i switch my brain on (obviously it was hibernating during class hahaha) n wrote on a piece of paper some terminologies/diseases that sounds funny that my bloody ol' slow brain could think of! here goes..

♣ saturday night palsy
♣ glue ear
♣ strawberry tongue
♣ nail clubbing
♣ minky's kinky hair
♣ Loa loa
♣ elephantiasis
♣ dracunculiasis
♣ carpal tunnel syndrome
♣ spider naevi
♣ Grave's disease
♣ rice water stool
♣ economy class syndrome
♣ claw hands
♣ Rhinovirus
♣ blue blotters
♣ pink puffers
♣ Rickettsia tsutsugamushi


okeh.. thats all i can think of right now..
funny? no?
i think it's just plain...

LAME

kan this entry?? haha as usual.

oh wells. this is medic -> interesting, yet damn hard. in all aspects.
theory.
practical.
the patients.
the skills.
the patience and emotions involved.

FUH.

pray for my success ya? *amin*

:)

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ANYWAY.

im getting bored of my blog layout.
and the glasses that change colours is geting on my nerves.

should i change the layout?

what do you think?

random stuff

# i ate too much today. and it's not even dinner yet.

# mady's being a host to his ex n her hubby n son who came all the way from spore to kuching for 2 days already. n he took workleave just to entertain them. n im feeling all jealousy. im allowed to be jealous kan?? but then fiza.... she's married for gods sake!!

# i lost another set of undergarments, the 4th one! *sigh* hopefully whoever stole it wont jampi2 me la..i dont wanna be stuck here in india forever! i'll die of boredom!

# oh oh. obg karkala results are out. out of 19 ppl in my group, only 3 ppl got the highest mark, which is 42 out of 50,n im one of them!! WEE~ say la you bangga wimme!! SAY!! haha :P

# oh ya. congratulations to dina for her excellent result(dean's list!!), kak eza for popping out a healthy baby, n kak wina for being pregnant :). everybody, wish them congratz :)

# my cute bike cant start. am supposed to send it for maintenance/repair or wtv they call it. but am just too lazy to move my big fat arse, they're just too heavy.

# supremo ball's coming soon. everybody's busy doin dresses n suits.n i have nothing to wear. and just too lazy to search for ball dress(as if i can find any here in manipal). maybe i'll just wear my silky shiny high neck red blouse with small white poccadots and this ribbon thingy in front with my skinny(now loose already) black jeans? waa sounds fancy. it's not that great anyway. but who cares.

# oh no. im feeling all hungry already. alamak howwwwww

# am chatting with dina. n she's blabbing bout her new beau alan. i can sense she's all happy n cheerful with this new guy.unlike when she was with the other guy last time. am happy for you dina :D jasmin.. u bila gik?

# im missing these ppl : wahida. jasmin. dina. YON. mady. lyn. my family. kak wina. shydee intan mael n i TOGETHER. *sigh*

# i wanna go back to msia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

# oh wells. im so bored idk whattodo, i feel like blogging but dont know what to write about!! hence the crappy post. haha. ok then,i think i need food. that's why im not functioning well! bye bye!!

7679

happy
birthday
mady!



he's my fav drummer, my honeystar supplier, who shops more than a girl do, watches are his fetish, the number one fan of ice lemon tea, number one hater of cincau, who has great sense of style,cuts his own hair which he wears in a funky way, loves music that i never heard of before,who smells of hugo boss,who doesnt mind being in a hurry with his sweaty axilla just to calm his princess in distress,and always telling the funniest jokes, that never fails to put on a smile on me.
:)

i ♥ you

3 down...

& 3 more postings to go till..

MALAYSIA BAYBEE!! :D

oh my oh my.. i'm halfway through this sem. fuh. cant hardly wait. n oh my, eid in msia!! waaaaa~ :DDDD i know i know im being all cheerful all hyper about raya eventho its still a longggggg way to go (n blom habis ganti puasa pon kekeke) but hey, try being in my shoes n imagine this : ive spent the last 3 rayas in india without..

..my beloved family members,all waking up early in the morning getting all pretty and handsome, the guys rushing to the masjid, the ladies all kecoh in the dapor(opah the calmest of all);
..all those delicious food & those colourful raya cookies, all to be eaten while keeping up to date with the latest, hottest gossip about a distant family member;
..all those younger hyperactive annoying money seeking cousins who you would rather avoid haha :P

so.. im sure im permitted to be this hyper about raya this year kan? NGEE :D
n oh. this year we're celebrating raya in kuching!! my first raya in kuching!! WOOHOO~ im sure its gonna be superb. :D

anyway. today ive finished my obg and paed end posting exams. fuh!!
no more obg n paed this sem for me!!
no more calculating the EDD of the pregnant lady !!
no more ALL lady patients hahaha!! (gatal~)

but then..my next posting is medicine..which is the toughest of all. for me obg was already hard,n all we learned about was only in the female pelvic area~which is only a small portion of the body.
imagine being in the medicine posting.. learning bout the whole full package of the human body, bothhhh male and female. fuh. just thinking of it is intimidating. o well. welcome to the medicine world hafiza,n say bye bye to your social life. haha.
but hey, dont get me wrong, im not at all complaining, in fact im enjoying, loving every second of it. human body is a complicated, wonderful piece of machine gifted by god, which once in a while needs changing of parts in the organs; needs a layer of oil in the worn off joints; needs screw tightening in the head; needs rebooting of the mind; needs scraping of the rusty, harmful part of the body which can only be done in the hospital aka the workshop, only by the doctors, aka the mechanics, n im proud to say that in the future, i'll be one of those mechanics *amin* :D
n so, in the battlefield against all the killer diseases, i hope to be one of those soldiers armed with knowledge in the head,a stethoscope around the neck and skillful hands healing the injured and help them live a better life :D

so peeps,take good care of your health, if not please do come to my clinic n yes, im going to charge you whoever you are! this is where i dont mind burning my social life hahahaha! p/s: clinic will be open in few years time hahaha! :P
ok ok i think i better stop now b4 i crap even more. :P toddles..n night2!

the nerd,
hafiza.
xoxo!