maybe it's the time for..

maybe's it's time for me to add a new entry to this super-cute-fabolous-extravagant blog..i think its been ages since i last blogged kan? n mady's been asking me is there any new entry?? yes yes syg. i tgh blog la ni. hehe

maybe it's time for me to start studying for end posting exam which is just around the corner. *sigh*

maybe it's time for me to start doing the OBG assignment..im sure the due date is before the exam date. i think la. n the exam is just this coming monday. fuh!!

maybe it's time for me to clean up the messy room. i could get an infection if i dont.

maybe it's time for me to watch a labour in the labour ward.but i havent got the chance :(

maybe it's time for me to start exercising... im getting fatter i can even feel my cheeks getting a tad bit heavier. seriously.

maybe it's time for me to learn how to cook.coz during my chatting session with pz yesterday, he was surprised to the fact that i dont know how to cook. :( how la to kawen if this persists???

maybe it's time to start topping up my hp. cant really sms ppl now! such a nightmare!

maybe it's time for me to send my honda to the mechanic because it's been giving me headaches this past few days. :(

maybe it's time for me to start eating fruits and vegetables again. im having constipation my butt hurts! n plus, for health sake.

maybe it's time for me to start reading bout politics. n understand the politic hairwire in msia. plus. im 21 already.

maybe it's time for me to recite the Quran more. need to ensure the spiritual well being.

maybe it's time for me to tell my cook to cut down on cabbages. they're goitrogenic agent i could develop goitre.

maybe it's time for me to delete the unnecessary unimportant sms-es in my inbox. i have hundreds of them n im getting annoyed. but im just too lazy.

maybe it's time for me to send mady his birthday card..but then he's turning 29 i dont think he wants a card to remind him the awful truth that he has a year to go till he's 30. the BIG 3-0!! hehehe (i still love you tho :) )

maybe maybe maybe it's time for me to go to slumber n get my beauty sleep now..have to look fresh n nice n all pretty tomorrow..because... tomorrow's the class photography session!! yeay! i just L.O.V.E taking pics. i was born to do that! hehe~ :P

nighty2 fellow homosapiens,
hafiza.
xoxo!

sophia and isabella.

i got this link from dina..
n they're just too adorable i just have to show it to you ppl! ngehehehe.

oh..b4 that, pause the song in the blog k??
dont know how? just go to the bottom of this page n click on the pause button in the feast for the ears column!




arent they cute??????????

i want kids!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ngeeeeee.

oh p/s: mael n i still arent talking, we were in the same room just now, he didnt even look at me. oh wells.

MAYday mayday.

ive been having lotsa down moments this month. n it's not even half month.
i feel like shouting.
i need to get this depressing sad feeling off my chest.
i need to get it out.
i need to express it.
but i cant.
the prob is.. i cant tell it to my MR-release-tension.
because he's the root of all my depressing feeling. MOst of it la.
yes,we've been having probs. BIG PROBS. dont wana talk bout it.
plus,ismail called me a bitch yesterday.
oh just so you know.according to him i membebel a lot. im just trying to help him for god's sake. especially with his spending. when i say "mael..jgn la shop byk sgt.." he'll look at me straight in the eye n say "you ni byk membebel, mcm mak tiri"
yes. ive been called as his mak tiri. just because of my expression muka yg terlebih. mcm mana la nak buat, dr azali mcm tu. i myself hate it sumtimes. i even got scolded by a patient coz of it. she tot i was immitating her. for god's sake.. why would i??
urgh talking bout that patient.. im having palpitation and hypertension all of a sudden. wanna know why?? READ on.
she couldnt understand english, let alone speak english.
guess how much i struggled to communicate with her. one kannada language book on my left hand, one notepad and a pen in my other hand.n i need to get history taking done as fast as possible, as i need to present the case in an hour's time.n when jih huei, my postingmate,who checked the case file beforehand, reminded me to ask her whether her baby cried after delivery,which in the file stated that her baby didnt(he said all this in bm la)n i was taken aback la to the fact that the baby didnt cry(fyi,ini sgt bahaya), n as i told earlier.. ekspresi muka saya ni kan mmg terlebih2, jd imejin muka saya masa tu. n that was when all of the sudden she said to me,
"why are you immitating me??"
my heart stopped beating. i was extremely shocked.
so were my postingmates who were there.
wait, wait, rewind! didnt she say she could neither understand nor talk in english?
but didnt she just spoken english? english with no grammatical error. none at all! furthermore,she used the immitating word, which is quite a bombastic word, for me at least.
n how cud she accused me of doing such a thing? n for scolding me in front of my friends, and few other patients who were watching. but i just put on a calm face n said sorry, altho i know it's not my fault as i didnt do anything, or said anything to immitate her, or to insult her. i have witnesses if you dont believe me. imagine how frustrated, geram sakit hati malu i was at that time.
argh. so malas to write more bout it. i hate this month.
SO MUCH.
i fainted during class at the paed ward once.
and i had two almost-faint events twice afterwards. :(
n oh. to make things worse, im having prob with my monthly mara cheques.
and so...
i need someone to save me.
something for me to hold on to.
someone to tell me its gonna be alright.
someone to lend me a shoulder to cry on.
someone just to be here by my side for me to let it all out.

*sigh*

ok ok. i shall not dwell on this matter any longer.
ini hanya cobaan!! yes no? YES.
ive written(typed la hehe) my feelings down, n yeay,im feeling a tad bit better now thank god. :D


p/s: and oh oh! ive just finished my 2nd posting yesterday, n today was the first day of my 3rd 3-weeks-posting which is, sadly, in karkala(this place is 45 mins college-bus ride away from our campus,n the journey's tiring!).
but watever it is,
2 postings down,only 4 more to go b4 balik msia yeay!! :)

nighty nights!

zaman muda mudi.

ive got this forwarded msg from bryan.. brings back good childhood memories.. thought of sharing this with you..

budak2 yg lahir pd thn 80'an mesti ingat mase skola rendah dulu:

> > kat skola ade salesman jual buku
cerita. ari ni bg list, esok mintak
duit beli walaupun cerita buku tu dah tau.
salesman susu pon camtu gak.

> > kat library, budak2 mmg baca buku tp
just tengok gamba je. bile ade program
Nilam, sebok semua nak pinjam buku.

> > RMT kat skola mkn x best, tp yg
berduit pon join RMT, x phm....

> > pakai pensel box yg bole bukak dpn
blkg, pastu ade sharpener kat tgh2 die.

> > main lwn pemadam, syg nak guna utk
padam. padahal itu fungsi sbnr, utk
padam!

> > pakai pembaris yg bergerigi, kat dlm
ade air pastu ade bende berkilat dlm

> > cikgu pakai pembaris kuning pjg. Ade
pemegang kat tgh2 tp x penah nmpk cikgu
pgg pon kat situ.

> > bulu ayam jd ramping krn sering
dijadikan rotan.

> > time pendidikan seni, lukis sume
boleh
tp bile time kaler sume hampeh. ade gak
buat anyaman pakai kertas warna, kolaj
la, ape la...

> > main game 2D. super contra, super
mario, street fighter, sume pakai tape.

> > jam tgn Boy London jd idaman, sbb
bole
tuka2 kaler ikut suhu n cuaca.

> > takut BCG tp lepas inject poyo la
pulak...

> > balik skola beli JoJo xpon Dendang.
Tora pon best gak. Beli se mata2 nak
mainan, coklat die x mkn pon.

> > Kasut berlampu kat tapak, yg iklan
die
kat tV bole tembak alien tu...

> > Siri kartun; power rangers, ultraman,
transformers, ninja turtles,
Thundercats, maskman, Gaban dan mcm lg.

> > mainan waktu rehat : pepsicola ice cream soda..;
main getah; a'kum, kum apa? kombat, bat ape? batman..; dan mcm2 lg

> > jgn lupe sume ni sbb zaman skrg budak2
x smpt lyn bende2 ni. kite akan
sentiasa
berubah, cume asal-usul kite yg
permanent. huhu~

ahhh....i miss my school days. those hassle free days..the only problem we had to juggle was homework. *sigh*

yg benar,<-ikut karangan bm hehe
hafiza.



XOXO!