harimau betina.

today's a sunday.
the only day i dont have to wake up early and rush for class.
and yet, today i woke up wayyyyy earlier than the days i have class.
and so, i feel angry. not angry as such, but disappointed.

yesterday i downloaded live messenger. but to install it, i have to have IE 3.1 or later. and so,i downloaded la 3.1 IE or whatever it was. and fell asleep.
as usual.
bukak2 mata trus nampak laptop. and the IE, havent finished downloading. the lappy must've dc-ed when i was asleep.
as usual.
and so i downloaded again. and installed it when it's done.
fuh. step one is done. (it's all because i want the s'pore pics from my sister. i asked her to upload it into my facebook, tp xnak dgr. nak jugak share folders.)
fine.
and so i was happy la..just for a sec. coz when i click on to install the windows live messenger tu, now they say i need this thingy to install the WL messenger. and i dont have this thingy.
1st they ask to update the IE, now i need this thingy.
kenapa lah susah sgt nak pakai WL messenger ni?? mcm la best sgt. *sigh*
and so i d/l-ed the thingy which i forgot what it is..
step two is done. fuh.
after the thingy dh ada in my lappy, at last the WL messenger can be installed. fuh!
yada yada yada..n voila, now i have the messenger.
happy.
so i logged in. n click on the share folders. and to my suprise, this msg box came popping on the screen,
"your computer doesnt support folder sharing"
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
NOW im angry.

i emailed my dad last week for the pics as well. nope, no new mails in my inbox.
i saw my brother online yesterday. nope, he never replies.
i sms-ed my sister just now, marah her for not uploaded the pics in my facebook in the first place. and yes, she also never replies.
hmm. dont they even care bout me here in india??
i need some attention for gods sake.
i need to know they care bout me.
n im not getting any.
do they call me? NO. its me who calls them: my parents my sis my brothers.
do they sms me? RARELY.
i know i shouldnt complaint, but i cant help it.
i just feel sad.
i need to cry.
i am crying.
n now i feel like a loser, for nothing.
and now im pissed. VERY2.

you better get away from me.
coz im about to throw something. dont come near me, i might throw you across the room.
if your weight is 1kg, that is haha.

in a nutshell,i cant handle my anger.
cant handle my emotions.
coz im harimau betina.